Caffeinated Anorexia: A Personal Account

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Friday, 26 February 2010 19:48

Consuming coffee is not allowed at the adolescent treatment center at Remuda Ranch and every drop of fluid is recorded- including water.

Located in Wickenburg, Ariz., Remuda Ranch is an outpatient treatment center for eating disorders; ranked as one of the best in the nation and attended by women and girls from all around the world.  Myself and fellow residents could care less that Remuda was a place of success in curing our obsessive disorder. I can't count the times we dreamed about black coffee and RedBull.  They were key tools in our avoidance of food because they filled us up and made our stomachs eat themselves. 

A study published in late 2009 has focused on this very phenomenon, "Very few investigations have examined fluid intake in patients with eating disorders. Research suggests that patients with eating disorders may consume excessive amounts of fluids and that this might be used as an aid in vomiting. Water loading can also be a way to ''make weight for a clinical visit. "

During my freshman year in high school I learned how to "water load " from an eating disorder video in my health class. The video listed numerous ways girls would starve themselves, how they would go about avoiding food, and how the eating disorder progressed in their lives. My classmates seemed disinterested while I was captivated by the manipulation these girls were capable of.

Living on an orange and a bottle of water is totally OK, right? 

Fast-forward four years and I'm in college reading a local independent newspaper. The cover story featured the "Starbucks diet " that plagued so many young women. Apparently people were substituting their food intake with coffee and other caffeinated beverages; yet another ingenous idea. I knew better and cast the article aside. Only a couple weeks later I came upon another phenomenon; college girls were "saving " their calories for alcohol. 

But is food the real culprit? Are drinks the newest problem, or, are they symptoms masked by behavior?